Friday, October 07, 2005
finally i got the ok to step down from praise and worship leadership. i'm very much looking forward to my enlisting, it will give me a time to rest and just wait. wait wait wait. i'll be confined inside bmtc for 2 weeks once enlisted. sometimes i think we as christians once in a while should take our own 'confinement'. i am no doubt tired... just thinking back, i have been serving constantly for the past 2 1/2 - 3 years. No study breaks taken even through the hectic seasons in school especially during my final year project. going for practices the night before exam papers. wow. still can't believe i made it, physically and academically. did quite well actually =). never missed one single cell meeting unless unwell. haha. ok, now i'm flattering myself. i am somebody who is easily suaded and gives in to people, i know that. But why do i still carry on patronizing people? i'm not sure. but i know yesterday i had to put my foot firmly down and make the decision, not a swayed decision- influenced by others, a straight one, my decision... i know we need to live for others. i feel that i deserve to place some importance on my needs and live for myself too sometimes... whether is time or privacy or just saying no if there is no cause to say yes...
i finally got the extensible mp3 player to work after hours of javascripting. can't figure out what programming language blogger is using so went javascripting. my goodness, really rusty with my programming already. haha. anyway, there are 36 mp3s for you guys to enjoy and more coming as long as the interface doesnt get too clogged up. hosting space doesnt come free so i think u get what i mean. $$$ haha. so get ur mice clicking on the play button up there!
deposited into the box@1:15 AM